In Bat Country

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♠♣Raiju♣

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For only fourteen years he has walked this corrupted world.
A Panzer not by choice but a curse better then to be human.
A Slave who is obedient.
Always Calm and Kind but only for those with courage to Stand up

☺CANT YOU HELP ME AS IM S T A R T I N G

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to burn too many doses and im starting to get an a t t r a c t i o n.
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FRIENDS FOR LIFE••[/b]like walking into a dream so unlike
•BEST FRIEND••what you've seen so unsure but it seems
•BEST LADY FRIEND•• that we have been waiting for you
•At Birth••falling into this place
•OTHER HALF••just giving you a small taste
•CLOSE FRIENDS••of your afterlife here so stay
•GOOD FRIENDS••youll be back here soon anyway
•AVERAGE FRIENDS••i see a distant light but girl this
•SOMEWHAT FRIENDS••cant be right such a surreal
•BARELY KNOW••to see how did this come to be
•FIRST NAME BASIS••arrived too early and when i think
•HELLOS IN THE STREET••im all the places i just dont belong
•PARTY TOGETHER••iv come to grips with life
•DRINK TOGETHER••and realized this is going too far
•GET HIGH TOGETHER••i dont belong here
•NEW FRIENDS••we have got to move on here
•ACQUAINTANCES••escape from this afterlife cause
•WANT TO BE FRIENDS••this time im right to move
•WANT TO MEET••on and on fall away from here
•HAVE NEVER MET••a place of hope and no pain
•SAME CLIQUE••perfect skies and no rain
•BY ASSOCIATION••can leave this place but refrain
•FAKE FRIENDS••cause we have been waiting for you
•OLD FRIENDS••this peace on earth is not right
•FAMILY FRIEND••no pain or sign of time im much
•ENEMY TURNED FRIEND••too young to fall
•FRIENDLY RIVALRY••so out of place i dont want to stay
•CHILDHOOD FRIENDS••gave me your hand and realized
•Slave FRIENDS••i just want to say goodbye
•Masters••please understand i have to
•Pets••leave and carry on my own life
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*SYMBOLIC WOMAN SITS ON HIS T H R O N E

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[/color]TOLERANCE••[/b]staring at the carnage praying
•FRIEND TURNED ENEMY••the sun would never rise
•- CANT STAND YOU••living another day in disguise
•YOU CANT STAND -••these feelings cant be right lend me
•MUTUAL INTOLERANCE••your courage to stand u[
•-DISLIKES YOU••and fight on tonight oooh stand up
•YOU DISLIKE -••and fight the fighting rages on and on
•MUTUAL DISLIKE••to challenge me you must be strong
•- HATES YOU••ill walk your land but dont belong
•YOU HATE -••two million soldiers cant be wrong
•MUTUAL HATE••its no fun but ive been here before
•AVOIDANCE••im far from home and im fighting
•RIVALRY••your war some are scared
•- BACKSTABBED••others are killing fun
•YOU BACKSTABBED••i shot a mother right in front of her son
•BY ASSOCIATION••take this from my consciousness
•FAKE ENEMIES••please erase my dreams fight for honor
•HARD CORE••fight for your life pray to god that
•TIME TO MURDER••our side is right even though we won
•FRIENDS WITH AN ENEMY••i still may lose
•ENEMYS WITH BENEFITS••until i make it home to you
•SECRET ENEMIES••i see our mothers filled with tears
•-'S JEALOUS••grew up so fast where did those
•YOU'RE JEALOUS••years go memories wont let you
•- IGNORES YOU••cry unless i dont return tonight
•YOU IGNORE -••so many soldiers on the other side
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*SO HOW LONG DID I E X P E C T

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[/color]FLEETING GLANCES••[/b]a lonely road crossed another cold state line
•SHAMELESS FLIRTING••miles away from those i love purpose hard to find
•SEXUAL TENSION••while i recall the words you spoke to me
•PHYSICAL ATTRACTION••can't help but wish that i was there
•-’S GOT A CRUSH••back where id love to be oh yeah
•YOU‘VE GOT A CRUSH••dear god the only thing i ask of you
•MUTUAL CRUSH••is to hold her when im not around
•ONE NIGHT STAND••when im much too far away we all need
•TRUE LOVE••the person who can be true to you
•FLING- PRESENT••i left her when i found her and
•FLING- FUTURE/PAST••now i wish id stayed cause im tired
•BAND BUDDIES••and im lonely im missing you again
•FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS••oh no once again theres nothing
•ON AND OFF••here on this barren road theres no one
•- WANTS YOU BACK••here while the city sleeps
•YOU WANT - BACK••and all the shops are closed
•PAST ON BAD TERMS••cant help but think of the times ive had
•CHEMISTRY••with you pictures and some memories
•PAST ON GOOD TERMS••will have to help me through oh yeah
•-‘S GOT AN OBSESSION••some search never finding a way
•YOU‘VE GOT AN OBSESSION••before long they waste away
•FAKE FEELINGS••i found you something told me to stay
•- LOVES YOU••i gave in to selfish ways and
•YOU LOVE ♥-••now i miss someone to hold
•MUTUAL LOVE••when hope begins to fade
•CURRENT••hold her when im not around when im
•FINAL••much to far away we all need the person
•FUTURE••who can be true to you
•MARRIED••i left her when i found her and now i wish
•ENGANGED••id stayed cause im tired and im lonely
•LOVE AND HATE••im missing you again on no once again
•PARENT TO MY CHILD••passion in my eyes i lived it every day
•STRAY KISSES••how could you go and throw it all away
•WE LOOK GOOD••in my dreams its me and you
•DYING LOVE••its there i saw it all come true
•SECRET••as time went by my faith in you grew
•UNREQUITED LOVE••so one things left for me to do
•LUST••i feel the burn inside burn in me
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♥IM AFRAID AND STUCK IN MY W A Y S

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[/color]MOM••[/b]the mark i breathe on you
•DAD••its burning right into your soul
•SIBLING••the breath i waste loosing control
•OTHER FAMILY- SPECIFY••i bleed pain testing what i know
•PROTECTIVE OVER -••lips soaked of deceit
•PROTECTIVE OVER YOU••pulling me away from here
•MUTUAL PROTECTION••no one is innocent so why
•RESPECT FOR YOU••do i feel so bad but guilt keeps creeping
•RESPECT FOR -••creeping up on me guilt tearing me
•MUTUAL RESPECT••up inside the innocent and evil in disguise
•ADMIRE••the face of beauty to fall for
•MIXED FEELINGS••i fall to my knees deceitfull
•DENIED FEELINGS••brought down by feelings of regret
•GOOD INFLUENCE••again your mind has failed the test
•BAD INFLUENCE••not everyone feels the same
•MENTOR••pacifist blinded by the game
•TEACHER••stand tall they will break your heart
•STUDENT••stand tall they will break your ego
•PEER••stand tall they will tear you down
•COWORKER••stand tall scar your soul
•ROOMMATE••to the ground the air is cold and thin
•STALKER••haunting me as i look around
•OTHER- SPECIFY••dont acknowledge right just dwell
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♣For My Followers

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